Assalamualaikum, hi guys. 


Haven't update for so long. So here I am, healthy and getting healthier than ever. I'm fat already. I guess is 3 kgs more than before. Wow, I gain a lot. Why ? I ate chocolate everyday ! That's like 4 bars of Kitkat everyday. What the heck is that! Now I'm a little bit concern about my weight and body. I feel like I can't wear all the shits in my closets. I look fat wearing them. Crap ! 


Ok, there is something I want to share with you guys. Another funny moment of my life. I woke up late today since my mom didn't sell nasi lemak and I don't need to wake up early. Later then, I iron my pink shirt, white hijab and my green-creamy pants. After that, once I finish, I feel like I want to have a period. I was screaming and shout to say 'No ! Not today ! I'm late !' and then I got off to the bus stop. Freaking horrified. I feel like I'm really going to have period. Shit crap. Do I have to go back and put the pantyliner on ? No way ! Its damn late already. So I just wait for the bus. It was like 15 minutes.


Later then, the bus came. I got onto it and I sit at the back. I read my novel and I don't know why, that freaking feeling come again. I'm like, fuck ! I'm in trouble. I can't even read my novel. I took of my purse and look for the movie ticket of the Avengers. I want to see the date. It was a few days after my period. It was 9 ! Ok ! This makes me panic even more ! I sit there but I lift my weight. I didn't sit properly. I'm scared that the blood might got onto my pants. So then, when I arrived at the LRT station, I got off as fast as I can and I covered my back with my bagpack and my front with my novel and water bottle. I got upstairs using elevator and I punch my card as fast as I can. I run to the washroom and then I do my work there. It wasn't even any blood. 


What the fuck just got onto me. I was worried the whole time, scared that I'm having a period today, but I'm not. What the heck. Ahahahaha. Funny isn't it ? I know is kinda personal to tell. But I just want to share how I feel when this kinda thing happen. Its like ADRENALIN RUSH !